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--by
Jodi Seidler
Here
I go again...dreaming of a long lost friend.
I see
glimpses in your eyes, are you wearing a disguise? You are
familiar and alive, filled with light and love I've known.
I feel your tender soul beneath a questioning and sturdy heart...one
that once was torn apart.
In life and dreams, I'm on my own. With all the hopes and
seeds I've sown. Longing for a heart to share, all the magic
found somewhere inside of me, just now set free, upon a firm
foundation built, without the pain, without the guilt - of
a past I can now let go, and build anew with all I know.
To
look within and not without, release the ache - release the
doubt, and know each answer that I need does welcome me when
I recede...and go within in quiet times, to see the truth
and write in rhymes.
To fall in love with who I am - and then attract a healthy
man, to share my life and come with me, to build a love and
be set free, from denial or ache and pain...to feel alive
and not insane. To ease the load and share romance, to caress
a heart and take a chance.
The way out is to go through, and be honest in what I do.
I have to say I'm a little scared...from the doubt and pain
that's layered, upon a small and childlike heart...that also
once was torn apart.
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